Well Happy New Years everyone!!! It's finally 2010!!! And now I think I can finally say that I'm truly happy because I've finally come to terms with everything and I'm going to try my hardest to keep up with my goals and maintain my emotions. I made a promise to myself to not get in over my head again and I will stick to that promise. I believe that people meet each other for reasons, and no matter who they are and how long you've known them, they all change our lives somehow. My bff changed my life because she is my rock, I know I can always depend on her and trust her because after all we've been through in 11 & 1/2 years she's never given me a reason to doubt her and I thank her for that. As for the person I fell in love with, well that should be obvious. I met him, not just to fall in love with him, but to experience a different type of true friendship, as well as pure, unconditional love. He showed me what it's like to be in love, and how blind it is, yet how rewarding it is....and he also showed me how much it can hurt if you're not careful. But my new years resolution is to rediscover my true strength, and become, not the person I once was, but the person I've always wanted to be, a person who I strong, not necessarily physically, but also mentally and emotionally as well. A person who I caring and kind, and knows the difference between right and wrong, and a person who knows when to trust their instinct...and when to trust their heart. That's the kind of person I want to be.
